Entity

that overwhelming feeling of dread, like you made the wrong choice. yeah... thats how i feel at the moment.

it isn't pleasant. the constant battle in my mind has begun to affect the way i behave socially. i get annoyed easily. people i was once enamored with, i can't stand to be around for more than 5 minutes. And i can't tell if it's me.. or them. have they ALL changed, or am i just the one going through changes?

and what kills me if that it all stems from one, seemingly meaningless occurence. yet if it was so meaningless why am i still feeling it over a week later?

It wasn't meaningless at all. pointless maybe, but in this case, these words are not synonyms. I'm sure, although slightly misconstrued, my meaning was understood. the point? non existant. it seems as if i do a lot of pointless shit in regards to that situation. one incident sparked another and another, and i ran with my impulses.

now, I am an entire entity full of frustration.