impulse

i do a lot of things based on random impulses. like .. A LOT. sometimes things work out. actually sometimes things work out tremendously in my favor. other times i regret it, like when i impulse shop and come home with a bunch of nice things but no money until next paycheck.

this latest impulsive move i've made though! it is like a double edged sword simultaneously stabbing straight through my heart and my brain. shit, i can almost feel the physical pain. for someone that is so sure about other people and deciphering their actions i really am clueless about myself.