hypothetically speaking.

i don't want to finish his sentences. I want him to surprise me every time with the crazy/intelligent shit he'd say

i don't want to like the same music as he does. i want to be enlightened & discover something new. maybe we can enjoy it together later. or not.

i don't want to be into all of the same things. i want alone time as I'm sure he does too. it's ok to have some space. i actually hate being smothered.

i don't want him to be just like me. i know me. i want him to compliment my personality & enrich my life as opposed to just fitting in because it is convenient and "safe"

i crave conflict, debates and heated discussions. i need him to be able to keep up.

i make everything difficult. i think too much. i need him to tell me when i need to stop being ridiculous. he's someone with a clear head and an analytical mind that can help direct my spontaneous thoughts and decipher the chaos which is my brain.

i am very impulsive. help me make better decisions.

of course we have some things in common. intelligence, sense of humor, creativity, ambition, loving nature, etc.. i won't be an extremist and say i want the complete opposite of myself. but for the most part i'm just thinking.. i don't want a male version of Rebecca.. how completely vain & boring would that be?

this is one of the most selfish blog posts i have ever written lol.

not once did i say what I could do for HIM.

but since "he" does not currently exist, or rather he is not in my life yet anyway, there is no point in me getting into that. i'm not here to sell myself. i don't want to sit here and summarize the person that i am with a well-written embellished description and a few clever/witty quips.

"He" will need to come up with his own opinion of me.